Have you ever found yourself in a Joseph Pit? Have you fought spiritual battle after battle to the point that you wondered if you were on Satan's hit list? Have you thwarted Satan's plans and exposed his schemes? Are you aware of the spiritual warfare going on around you? If so, the demons probably know you by name. They've certainly tried to destroy my family and now, they are trying to destroy me. With each of my battles, God's truth has surfaced uncovering the things that divide. Whether my battles involved cultural, financial, false teachings, surrendering relationships that drain my energy, my family's health or my battles with cancer, I've captured my trials and triumphs in my writings to the glory of God. Laurie Wheeler Lanter

READ THIS COLUMN TO FIND OUT ABOUT LAURIE'S STAGE 4-RECURRING METASTATIC BREAST CANCER

READ THIS COLUMN TO FIND OUT ABOUT LAURIE'S STAGE 4-RECURRING METASTATIC BREAST CANCER
CANCER JOURNEY...

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Join me on my journey with recurring metastatic breast cancer. I know that I am a sojourner and an alien here on earth for my real citizenship is in heaven where my real home lies. Oddly enough, I am not afraid to die but I am somewhat afraid to live.

Thursday, July 8, 2010

TIME OUT FOR HUMOR: I FEEL AS THOUGH I AM PLAYING A THEATRICAL ROLE AS THE MAIN ACTRESS IN A STAGE PLAY?

My experience with Recurring Metastatic Stage 4 Breast Cancer is surreal!  I feel like I'm an actress on a stage playing the leading role of the dying lady part
Act One is all about "fact finding" as doctors identify the illness through test after test.   Act Two is very different from Act One with highs and lows in the form of procedures & still more tests; discrepancy's of tests and differences of opinions, changing predictions about life expectancy due to breakthrough modern medicines.   The main actress, me, is a "real cartoon character" in every sense of the word and the audience is rooting for the dyng lady as they sit on the edge of their seats. They want to see more humorous yet remarkable coping skills as she deals with her cancer experience.  The atmosphere in the theater is kinetic with energy and the audience senses that there is a surprise ending.  The play is a whopping success and there is hope for a sequel.  The actress who plays the dying lady part is hoping for another role.  It helps that she is a child of the Producer.   Humor Helps, La 

1 comment:

Unknown said...

Little did you know your true calling in life was to be an actress. Good to know...my life makes more sense now...I blame you!!

THANK YOU GEORGIA CANCER SPECIALISTS: Dr. Szabo, Dr. Vollas-Redd, Dr.Galleshaw

I appreciate all the hands that contributed towards my well being; especially those that first got my symptoms under control. Thanks to Dr. Stephen Szabo who presented the facts of my case in a very palatable manner, forthright but believably reassuring packaged in a calm and kind demeanor. Many thanks go to Dr. Szabo, Connie, Trish, Dana and the rest of the GCS team, from Emory at Johns Creek, for intellectual decision making, jovial environment and careful handling of my port. I came to Dr. Szabo at the advice of my GP because I was extremely symptomatic of what we originally thought was Lymphoma. A biopsy revealed that I had Recurring Metastatic Breast Cancer. I praise God that my cancer was sensitive to the first line of treatment. Dr. Szabo, through the use of Taxol & Carboplatin & Herceptin, caused tumors that were originally measured in centimeters to now be measured in millimeters. The tumors in my neck that had involvement in my jugular vein are now virtually non existent. And, what was once a large pleural effusion in my lungs in now a small pleural effusion. Thank you, thank you, thank you, Dr. Stephen Szabo!!!

Thank you, Dr. Gina Volas-Redd, for your second opinion and for sharing so much of yourself and your time with my case. Dr. Volas-Redd is all about patient care. She was genuinely interested and challenged by the facts surrounding my illness. Energetically, she "worked as unto the Lord" pouring over my information, making a time line of my cancer history to take home to mull over. She noticed a discrepancy in my tests and brought that fact to light. I praise God for using her to bring the facts of my case to the light of day.

As I transition now to Dr. Jan Galleshaw, a Breast Oncologist whose specialty in Breast Cancer, she will implement a cancer management plan to monitor and keep my cancer in check using as few meds as it takes. Since, I am in this for the long haul, I need to save some ammo for down the road. My Breast Cancer is made up of three components: Estrogen receptor, Progesterone receptor & the Her-2 gene. One of these components will be in the driver's seat of my cancer at all times for the rest of my life. The Her-2 Gene is aggressive and will always require Herceptin to keep it suppressed. I'll be monitored to see if either of the harmones, Estrogen or Progesterone, is ever driving my cancer. If so, Dr. Galleshaw will add an anti- hormone treatment to Herceptin. I will be getting three brain MRI's annually since the Her-2 gene portion of my cancer likes to make a bee-line to the brain. If and when that happens, I will get pin point radiation. I do, apparently, have cancer in the Sternum and ribs and, once approved, will get Zamata added to Herceptin. A CT scan on Monday will confirm this diagnosis and I'll be on my way to my second line of treatment that is unique to my needs. Praise God for great Oncologists at Georgia Cancer Specialists. May God continue to bless your practices Dr. Szabo, Dr. Volas-Redd and Dr. Galleshaw.


CANCER HISTORY:
I have Recurring Metastatic, Stage 4, Breast Cancer. I have tested positive for the Her-2 Gene and am Estrogen Positive and Progesterone Positive. I had Breast Cancer that was contained in the ducts resulting in a lumpectomy with radiation at age 38. At age 40, I had Breast Cancer that was inconclusive as to whether it was contained in the ducts resulting in a Simple Mastectomy with no reconstruction and was in remission for 14 years. Apparently, aggressive Cancer cells lay dormant before awakening and growing in my lymphatic system after menopause at age 53. I've had bi-annual mammograms since age 38 but my cancer did not originate in the breast. I do not know the actual point of origin. But, what I do know is that I serve a God who not only knows the point of origin, but He knows every minute detail even down to the number of hairs on my head (which isn't too many right now). God is sovereign over my life and I am not afraid because I trust Him completely. I am proud to be one of His Saints with all of who I am, in life and in death. And, if God calls me to walk this walk, I'll do it to the best of my ability with all the grace that He bestows for as long as He bestows it. LA